I've been thinking about you a lot these last few days. I feel so much closer to you here. It's perplexing to me but I'm trusting in...

I have spent I think 4-5 nights in the house I rented near my child in total. I spent my first night in the apartment I have as part of...

Sometimes I think about random things that have happened in my life that could have turned out so differently... When I was very young...

I'm struggling to trust myself that the gentleman I just said farewell to is not you. There are so many things that say he is not...like...

Dogging Bats Isabella Fiore Purses Adore Me Banana Cream Pie done properly Peacock Blue Remote controlled vibrating toys Playful Promises...

I wonder how often you'll want to have sex. When I think about it, basically, as often as you masturbate, if I'm around, I'd prefer you...

It's weird to be back in the town where I grew up, in those spaces. I do have a nostalgia for it, but at the same time, I am afraid of...

I'm not sure why I've been so chatty with you these last several days. Actually, maybe that's not true...I think as I'd been...

I try to treat every "mistake" in life as a learning...unfortunately, sometimes the best way to learn is by doing something stupid or...

Yesterday was my last day at my toxic job. I hope you see, in reading my past posts, how I am someone who determines a path and commits...

Call me spoiled but these aren't my favorite. I don't mind doing laundry but I hate ironing/steaming. I don't mind changing the sheets...

I know it won't be all sunshine and roses between us. I know we'll irritate one another. I know we may actually fight on occasion. I...

I feel like this will be subtle for us...unless we're in that type of company. Though I'll want to hold your hand or feel your touch...

So back in April, I met someone on Fet, we had a great conversation I wrote about on here, and ultimately decided we weren't a good fit....

The first LTR I was in, we intermeshed our finances. We had one bank account. We earned fairly equal amounts of money and each came into...

I have a very negative opinion of marriage. I don't think having legal recognition should be necessary to make it binding. I don't...

My impulse to share you is rooted in something different than your impulse to share me I believe. Of course there is the obvious, I want...

It's one of those things I just truly love doing. I did a lot of it in high school and my twenties. I feel like I'm pretty darn good at...

I decided for now it would be best to hire a life coach to make me (us) possible. I've been fighting the fear too long and losing, I just...

I was struck by a fantasy of you today...it's not 100% clear though. But these are the things I like to write down because they are the...