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Hotel Fantasy

I travel a lot for work. Sometimes I'm in one place for an extended period of time, other times I'm in and gone within a few days, weeks,...

Dreaming fears

I had a dream last night and I was so happy I recognized it for what it was... I feel guilt and shame about my sexuality because at...

Could we survive today?

Today was such a blah, icky, yucky, bad day. I was at work by 7:15 AM and I left at 8:15 PM...and tomorrow will be more of the same...and...

Fender Bender Remunerations

This is a little fantasy based on a bit of reality. I was flying home for the week. I'd been in DC for a company event so it was a...

Simple, stupid fantasy

I routinely think about when we go out to eat together and you ordering for me. Not just relaying my order but choosing for me. I don't...

Perfect, Perfection, Perfectionism

One of the greatest lessons I've learned in life is the connection between fear and perfection. If you demand perfection of yourself in...

Sunday

What are you doing today? I wonder. My immediate thought was that you were going to be playing golf. I'll not be joining you. I miss...

Hypnosis

I sense you are a skeptic, as I was, so I feel this requires some discussion. I think television has given us a very warped view of...

Forgetting

I have a family member with dementia. Don't worry, it's not hereditary, there is a traumatic brain injury involved. Watching the pain...

Watching You

I love watching you interacting with the people around you. I imagine it often. Your confidence and how it allows you to be comfortable...

Groceries

I hate getting them. Long before COVID, I grocery shopped online. I haven't been in Target in probably six months, I was in Walmart last...

Television?

I hate it. There is so much more to do with the precious time we have isn't there? I have streaming services but I rarely use them for...

Texas

I fell in love with Texas. The wildflowers in the spring. The expansiveness. The moon rising over Hill Country larger than life. I never...

Breath play

I thought about adding part of this under "Things of little appeal..." but I thought it deserved its own discussion. I love asphyxia type...

Sexual Orientation

I don't know if I invented the term or not but I think of myself as recreationally bi-sexual. It's not something I'd partake in without...

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