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That's the spot...

My neck...that's the spot. I don't know what it is about my neck but it would seem it is directly connected to my clit. Maybe that's why...

Fear is Everywhere

I find myself reading yet another book highlighting the phenomenon of fear in my life. From the reckless, impulsive decisions I made as I...

Curious

I am so very curious about you. What foods you love and which you despise. What your favorite book is. What music you like to listen to....

Snow?

Really? It's almost May! I look forward to going for walks and hikes with you. Holding your hand as we walk, finding a nice secluded...

FL - Part 3 - Back Again

I could tell by your giddiness all weekend that you were plotting. Your imagination was powerful and when you found another willing...

Dinner

I imagine you coming home and being in the kitchen cooking for you. In an apron. It taking you a few minutes to notice that behind the...

FL - Part 2 - Home

I flew out the next morning. I was still struggling to wrap my mind around what I'd done, what you'd done, what it meant for me moving...

Waiting with Baited Breath

Everything has been building up to this week. I feel like I'm counting on good news (which I try hard to avoid) and I am scared of how...

Role of a mother

I will always be a mother and I can't imagine having to choose between you and my child. I want to believe you'd never ask that of me....

Homeless by Choice

Well before COVID I'd made a crazy decision to forego an address and live out of an RV. I did that for over a year. It's when I fell in...

Redemption

Okay, so there is one descent person on FetLife. Though he's totally not you, and I guess I sort of knew that from the get go, it was...

50 Shades of Ugh...

I know there are a lot of people who liked 50 Shades. I read it, I watched it, I am sure it got more people exploring in the bedroom....

Love - Hate (the food version)

Love garlic Hate avocados Love artichokes Hate olives Love zesty dill pickles Hate relish Love deviled eggs Hate pimentos Love asparagus...

You and I and Sunday's

I don't know why but Sunday's really get me thinking about us. I imagine us here, enjoying coffee together, listening to our favorite...

FL - Part I - Locked out

I was on a job in Miami. It was a short-term assignment with a fairly small business and the project was under tight timelines. So when...

Parenting

There is nothing I've done in my life that has been more difficult. Fear be damned, that's a love you can't escape...you're in it whether...

Absence makes the heart want more

My would've been step-sister and her husband had jobs that kept them apart for the majority of the week for the early years of their...

Ouch...

I hate getting shots. I don't mind giving blood, it's not about the needles but about something being forced into my tissue like...

Why oh why...

...do I bother with fetlife? How will we find one another? I just don't think we'll find one another there. Yet I can't fathom where we...

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