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It's Sunday Again
Ah...Sunday's with you. I really can't wait. Today I got the stereo working in my fun car and drove it for a good hour+ and beat the...
May 2, 20212 min read
Dreaming of You...Literally
You were on my mind a lot yesterday. My mind gave me just a taste of you in a dream, though I only remembered the very smallest piece....
May 2, 20211 min read
If I'm Going to Drink...
White Russians Margarita's (with tequila). I really like the spicy versions MN Bulldogs (similar to Colorado but better) Champagne with...
May 1, 20211 min read
How can I f*** this up?
I have a daily reading habit, though admittedly these last few weeks I've been a bit out of my routine and the end of this week/beginning...
May 1, 20213 min read
If I Knew Then What I Know Now
It's funny when I look at my child. I was nearly the same age when I learned I was submissive. My kid is far more mature than I was at...
May 1, 20212 min read
How I Travel
I have traveled enough that I tend to do it in a fairly laid back sort of way. I remember once going through airport security, knowing my...
May 1, 20212 min read
Why do I believe?
I do believe in the Power of Positive Thinking and the Law of Attraction. I had a VERY powerful example of this happen one day when I was...
May 1, 20211 min read
That's the spot...
My neck...that's the spot. I don't know what it is about my neck but it would seem it is directly connected to my clit. Maybe that's why...
Apr 30, 20211 min read
Fear is Everywhere
I find myself reading yet another book highlighting the phenomenon of fear in my life. From the reckless, impulsive decisions I made as I...
Apr 29, 20212 min read
Curious
I am so very curious about you. What foods you love and which you despise. What your favorite book is. What music you like to listen to....
Apr 26, 20211 min read
Snow?
Really? It's almost May! I look forward to going for walks and hikes with you. Holding your hand as we walk, finding a nice secluded...
Apr 21, 20211 min read
Dinner
I imagine you coming home and being in the kitchen cooking for you. In an apron. It taking you a few minutes to notice that behind the...
Apr 15, 20212 min read
Waiting with Baited Breath
Everything has been building up to this week. I feel like I'm counting on good news (which I try hard to avoid) and I am scared of how...
Apr 12, 20211 min read
Role of a mother
I will always be a mother and I can't imagine having to choose between you and my child. I want to believe you'd never ask that of me....
Apr 12, 20211 min read
Homeless by Choice
Well before COVID I'd made a crazy decision to forego an address and live out of an RV. I did that for over a year. It's when I fell in...
Apr 12, 20212 min read
Redemption
Okay, so there is one descent person on FetLife. Though he's totally not you, and I guess I sort of knew that from the get go, it was...
Apr 12, 20211 min read
50 Shades of Ugh...
I know there are a lot of people who liked 50 Shades. I read it, I watched it, I am sure it got more people exploring in the bedroom....
Apr 11, 20212 min read
Love - Hate (the food version)
Love garlic Hate avocados Love artichokes Hate olives Love zesty dill pickles Hate relish Love deviled eggs Hate pimentos Love asparagus...
Apr 11, 20211 min read
You and I and Sunday's
I don't know why but Sunday's really get me thinking about us. I imagine us here, enjoying coffee together, listening to our favorite...
Apr 11, 20211 min read
Parenting
There is nothing I've done in my life that has been more difficult. Fear be damned, that's a love you can't escape...you're in it whether...
Apr 10, 20212 min read
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