Torture

You know how to do it.

It's not about the things people think of...whips, crops, restraint...frankly those things are pleasure far more than they are torture.

The psychological is torture. The unknown, the anticipated, the feared, the questioning.

Where is he? What is he doing? Is he thinking of me? Is he watching me? What is he planning? Where will he be? Where will the blow land? When will he take me? When will he let me have him? Where are we going? What are we doing when we get there? Why does he want me to wear this?

These are the questions that torment me far more than any physical object ever could.