Saturday for a change

I slept terribly last night. I'm not sure why. I guess I didn't sleep great the night before and I ended up getting up early. I couldn't help but thinking what you'd be doing with me if I were that restless and annoying in the night. Maybe with you I wouldn't be this way? I don't know. It's just one more thing that gets me thinking of you.

It was raining at least. I love the sound of rain. I have to say the weather men do an even worse job here than anywhere else I've ever lived. I've literally watched the rain move out hour after hour and then drop off the forecast completely more times than I can count.

My waiting with bated breath is over. My immediate hopes for an escape have dissipated but I feel optimistic still that something is on the horizon that will give me the out I'm craving. All that "when God closes a door, somewhere he opens a window" stuff.

I found a new trail I'm enjoying. It's funny because it is right in the middle of a pretty major thoroughfare but once you get down from the parking area and onto the trail, it just goes on and on and you feel like you're in the country. It's also not heavily used, which I like. There is a guy and his dog I've seen every time I've been there but he's the only familiar face so far.

It's nice that the weather is finally nice enough to allow for such things.

I hope you've had a nice week, wherever you are. I miss you but I'm at peace about things at the moment. I feel like believing in you is really pushing me to work through things that I have long been avoiding which have long been causing me pain and instability. So thank you for that!