Manifesting you

For a long time, I believed you didn't exist. Over the past several years, I have started to believe in the possibility of you but I've been repelled by the idea of having to search through the sea of everyone else to find you. Repelled by the wasted time. Repelled by the liars. Repelled by the definitions and demands for conformity to a formula I don't relate to.

That is when this option came to me.

As I've been reading about creating the life I want professionally, I began imagining applying the same principle to finding you. To be clear on exactly what I want, sending that out into the Universe, truly believing in your existence, and trusting that through whatever magic exists in the world, we will find one another.

I believe you are still out there for the same reasons. You became exhausted by the frauds, by the drama, by the gold diggers, by the actors, and by the players. You gave up on me too.

But I am here. I am real. I am waiting.