Happy Memorial Day

What did you do with your long weekend?

I read a lot, played with my car, took a few walks, did laundry, tried to organize my apartment a bit...it feels very cluttered to me at the moment. I'm going to breakfast with a colleague today...I wish I could call her a friend but that she is not.

Honestly, COVID has made it hard to make friends and the people I work with and I do not see eye to eye on much of anything so it is not a viable option for friend making. I try not to let it get to me but there are moments I find it particularly difficult, I will admit.

I just want to be on to the next chapter of my life. Though as with everything, I try to tell myself that there is some purpose to me being here, I just wish I knew what it was. Is it in some way to find you? I don't think directly, but maybe indirectly.

There are things I need to work on, I know this. I feel like I'm making good progress here. I hope it is progress that is bringing us together. I wish we had more time.

Sorry, I feel like I'm rambling, a lot of thoughts running through my mind today. Just know I'm thinking of you and anxiously awaiting the time when we are to be together.