Can't Sleep

I couldn't sleep so I finally just got up.

Do you ever have those nights? Will my restlessness in the evenings annoy you?

I live in an apartment complex and for whatever reason, my apartment gets unusually hot...all the time. In the winter, I rarely even need to turn my heat on because it is just so naturally warm in my apartment...some days I even need to open the windows to cool it off.

That means that in the summer, the air conditioner is on all the time and it's so damn loud. It always takes me a little getting used to.

This week has been especially hot and not cooling down much in the evenings. Tonight though, it is finally getting into the 60's so I set my alarm to wake up and switch off the AC when the temp got cooler outside than inside so I could put the fan in the window and suck in as much cool air as possible before the sun comes up and roasts us again.

I think that didn't help.

And I'm on call. Oh how I loath being on call! I never sleep as well when I am because I am always on the edge, worrying that the phone will ring.

I don't think you'd like it when I was on call either. I'm sorry. Hopefully this won't be my life for that much longer.

I hope you are having a restful night. I wonder what you are up to this weekend. Something outdoors I suspect.

I'm going to be taking my car out early before it gets too hot and go for a walk.

I masturbated last night (not to change the subject) and had a wonderful dream and all I was able to hold on to after I woke was this memory of being in his arms. Were they yours perhaps?

Have a wonderful day.