Slut

I was looking at old pictures of me being a slut today.

Totally having fun and thoroughly enjoying having a cock in my mouth and another in my hand. Sucking one while being fucked from behind. I do so thoroughly enjoy giving head.

It's so hard to exist with this bizarre juxtaposition of being such a slut on the one hand and yet also being this responsible, intelligent, powerful woman on the other.

I feel like the value I offer as a slut and submissive is enriched by that other side in some ways but it also at times feels like a hinderance. I'd like to be able to strike more of a balance and find a way for both sides to peacefully coexist.

I look forward to the next chapter of my life. I do believe I am on the path to finding you and leveraging the opportunities that traveling is going to present in a way I've not done to the fullest extent possible in the past.

I know you'll appreciate that slutty side of me. That side that wants you...always and insatiably. That side that greets you naked when you walk through the door, greedily kissing you and reaching into your pants for what I've been sitting around fantasizing about as I've awaited your arrival. Dropping to my knees and taking you into my mouth right there on the doorstep.

I long to feel that wanting of you.